Friday, October 28, 2011


A month ago I had just attended a birthday party, It was a nice party, white decoration, gurgling water, all the guests also wear something white shades, surrounded by loved ones and the best wishes

This brings me back to three years ago, my seventeen birthday, when most of the teenagers die hard to celebrate their sweet17th in a big and famous cafe or restaurant. They invited not only classmates but also everyone they know. Me, on the opposite,  no party no big celebration. Even though my parents can afford for a big birthday party, I will not ask them to do it for me. Why?

For some people maybe party can be one way to spread the happiness, love and gratitude to God. but since I'm not a party goer ,I'm not saying that because I hate it ,I just want to keep my seventeen humble without spending a lot of money only to show that I'm seventeen now ,I'd better choose treat my friends for their lunch or bruch lol (*noted this is based on my perception every people has their own perception) so peace love and gaul hahahha :)

That time I just trying to be more wisely because seventeen is an age where this sweet little girl transform to be a women, I've to more mature than before, the age where my parents treat me not as their little children by not giving orders but discussing it, ask for my opinion allow me to give comment and those mature thingy hehe and also the best part I can make my own decisions..

Okay, now back to my sweet 17, So I didn't celebrate it with a big party, full of classmates or friends I have. This surprise planned by my mom my sister and my closest people. So that night my mom scolded me with no apparent cause the same thing came from my closest people, because I feel pissed of , I decided to sleep early ,but in the middle of the night my sister woke me up and say there's my friends outside. When I went to open the door I was surprised there are my beloved people brought a birthday cake complete with candles showed 17 Followed by my besties with their guitar sang happy birthday, one word "speechless" aww feel really blessed. Never Imagined they would do that to me..

Whatta wonderful birthday gift from Allah. I was so blessed, I should be thankful because Allah not letting me forget and take my special day just like an ordinary day. It was special ad supposedly celebrated in a special way as well, wasn't it? 

btw Happy birthday Riska Septia Fandwi :)))
wish u hv a great year ahead  and stay gorgeous <3

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Monday, October 24, 2011

Sister Traveller








Last July my sister came visited me, she decided to spend her holiday with me. This is my first time I went holiday with my sister without our parents, we decided to go to Singapore and It was my second trip to SG this year.

I probably won't be going into details about my trip but seriously I had a really great time and had plenty of fun, walking through a bunch of malls and stores in Orchard road , took a Hop on Hop off city tour 2 days packages, Went to the Singapore Flyer, Marina Bay Sands, and also my favorite places in Singapore Clarke Quay and full day chilling out in Universal Studio yup ths is the reason why we came to Singapore

This trip make me realize having a sister is one of the best gift that God bring into my life, she is a gift to my heart, a friend to my spirit, my partner in crime, and also my very very best best friend. Feel blessed, Thanks to my dearest sister Siti Nur Aisyah Musakir , kakak love you so much :*

Saturday, October 22, 2011

times change people change

Its funny how things changed, today you may really like it then a minute later you hate it then after a year today's moment becomes tomorrow's memory , hater becomes lover, laugh becomes cry....

Like three years ago, I love join extracurricular activity
Now, I better stay at home with unimportant things

A years ago, I deleted someone from my bbm
Now, I can't stand a day without texting this person

Three years ago, I  can't speak up whats going on my mind
Now, I'm letting others know

Five years ago, all I did when being miserable is cry
Now, I have my baby cow doll sitting right next to where I sleep

Two years ago, I borrowed a laptop from a stranger's senior
Now, that stranger fill my heart


I feel that I'm so lucky to have had the chance to love this much... Thanks "B"

Thursday, October 20, 2011


I do love vintage things, it's always classic but elegant, talking about vintage brought me to imagine my moms era,lace, black, white, red lips, siphons skirt,  the curly hair, red lips, hats, retro ring. It inspired me a lot, The vintage things always cross the times even it was 80 somethings, it never had an expired label on it.










Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Turn Of The Darks

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“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover". Mark Twain

When I feel down and tired with my situations I said to my self " I wouldn't make my self disappointed ,let it go all those pain, grab all those opportunity then let it be, ALLAH always has their own way for us, just wait and see". We have a million day with a million chance and also a million love from our beloved people so cheers smile and share our loved,, >>>>lets singing
Do What You Wanna Do
Take it easy my friend
Grab the chance will you can
It's time for us to move on
Let the world sing you a song
Take it easy my friend
Wipe the tears from your eyes
Theres a magic in the air tonight
High in the light of your sky
You've got to do what you wanna do
(Do what you wanna do)
Say what you wanna say
(Say what you wanna say)
And don't be afraid
As long as everybodies happy
And everybodies feeling okay
You've got to do what you wanna do
Say what you wanna say, now
Make it easy my friend
Cause the sour will come down
Just be true to yourself
Everything will be alright

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