Friday, December 9, 2011

SMILE

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SMILE :))

Sometimes I sit in my bed all night and cry about everything that's happened and keep asking WHY things not going to go as it's planned?? and WHY I didn't get what I want?? or WHY do things get complicated?? but then I realized that someday I'll have a day where everything goes perfect. Then the next day when I woke up I get myself happy for no reason. I started my day with a smile on my face. 

So friends SMILE because your smile lights up your face, you don't have to pay for it, smile is freely this is the easy way to make someone's day, YOU'RE YOUNG share your SMILE :))

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Bonjour December

Ok November its over, December is officially here, it's already December  9th ,How did this year fly SO fast? 2011 has only a month left , I've just ended my mandarin class today and I also completed my examinations two days ago feel relief hopefully pass and get the best mark, now time to get my year end holidays, yuhuuuu can't wait to meet my family and my beloved one. I'm hoping everything goes as plan so December be good to me :))



BLACK is always stunning isn't it? 

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Have a great DECEMBER everyone xoxo 

Monday, November 7, 2011

DREAM

Assalamualaikum gorgeous,

this post is gonna be done in Bahasa :)

MIMPI ya cuman satu kata tapi satu kata ini cukup untuk membuat saya terus berfikir dan galau, ya kenapa karena bagi saya Mimpi merupakan sesuatu yang penting. Mimpi merupakan hal yang membawa saya terus belajar, terus memperbaiki kualitas diri baik dari aspek agama, sosial dan kehidupan. Mimpi bagi saya ibarat air tetap mengalir tetapi tanpa air kita bisa kehilangan tenaga, dehidrasi sampai kematian *agak lebai memang tapi begitulah mimpi bagi saya

20 tahun = TK-SD -SMP- SMA ya pada jenjang inilah saya merasa sangat produktif bermimpi, di tahap-tahap ini saya bukan cuman bermimpi tapi mencari dan mengusahakan cara agar mimpi- mimpi saya tercapai, TK I got my passion in art such as drawing and coloring, then I started to work and live with my passion. Ya SD-SMP saya mengikuti begitu banyak perlombaan, melukis, menggambar, mewarnai dan hasilnya saya pasti menang (yup it was one of my dream that time), jaman-jaman SMA waktu paling pas buat ngeluapin semua kreatifitas , ilmu, wawasan, dan pasti semangat membara, bisa dibilang saya full kegiatan, mulai dari pramuka, kelompok debat, anggota osis, koordinator pensi, koordinator mading, sampai klub PKN , kelompok tari, dan kawan-kawannya. Mimpi sy waktu SMA gak muluk-muluk cuman mau ngisi waktu dgn kegiatan positif yang bisa nambah prestasi, misal nih pramuka awalnya karena emang suka kegiatan yang agak-agaak nantang tapi akhrnya saya terpilih jadi salah satu peserta Raimuna Nasional ke 9 (another dream reached), atau ikut kelompok debat karena awalnya hobi cas cis cus alias banyak omong daripada ngegosip mending ngomongin yg positif kan hasilnya beberapa kali juara debat dan dapat best speaker (debat bahasa indo ya bukan english) yaaaa pokoknya yg gitu gitu satu demi satu mimpi tercapai...

Tapi masalahnya sekarang I got lost, kenapa? karena serius saya sekarang sedang benar-benar kurang kerjaan, kampus-rumah yap cuman ini kegiatan saya. Entah kenapa semakin kesini yang saya dapet cuman rasa malas, semangat dan kreatifitas semuanya ilang (entah nyasar dimana) dan sekarang saya baru sadar hampir 3 tahun lulus dari gelar putih abu-abu belum menghasilkan apapun (oh noo I really wasting my time ). Semangat ilang, kreatifitas ada nyangkut di kepala tapi dikit doang,tapiiiiiiiiiiiii MIMPInya tetap segunung yaa sebut saja saya ratu mimpi, banyak banget mimpi yang harusnya berusaha dicapai malah cuman dipendem dalam kepala without doing something ibarat bibit tanaman, masih dikarung gak ditanam apalgi dibibitin gimana mau tumbuhhh ??

Jadi saat saya nulis post ini mimpi-mimpi saya udah jerit minta direalisasikan, dan saya sendiri juga udah capek cuman omong doang atau ngimpi doang. Jadi mari merancang rencana dimulai dari hal terkecil, ini bukan masalah its better than nothing . FROM ZERO TO HERO FROM NOTHING TO SOMETHING !! moto saya sekarang NO ACTION PLAY ONLY its a big NO NO *tertulis dijidat hati ama bibir 

Tidak ada yang salah memulai sesuatu dari Nol ,jadi buat semua teman senasib yang hobi bermimpi yuk list your dream gerak, action and do something. When there is a a will there is a way, bentuk lingkungan yang positif biar hari- hari kita juga positif, stay positif *cheers

Impian itu sangat penting (untuk apa dan demi siapa) it makes us drive ,put more effort ,answer the questions why am I SUFFERING? and why AM I DOING THIS ? (DREAM) don't give up !! 


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jump high, DREAM high !!


Tetap bermimpi selama mimpi itu masih gratis
doakan smg saya sukses teman-teman 
xoxo Nurul Hikmah .M



Saturday, November 5, 2011

hello NOVEMBER

Hello, So it's Eid AL-Adha tomorrow, Another big event for Muslim around the world. I just wanna say HAPPY EID ADHA  to all Muslim and Have a blessed Eid everyone ♥



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forever21 accessories,forever21 longcardigan, BIRTH maxi dress

xoxo Nurul Hikmah :)

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

between a lines




So here I am , laying on my bad my mind can't stop working too much thinking arghhh, then this gonna be my love story *seriousface lol .We have been dating for almost 1year, yup I'm on my long distance relationship we are one hours away from each other but to me it feels like so much farther

I feel bored with all this distance thingy maybe because lately we don't have enough time together, he's too busy with his work, don't have much time for skype or bbm or replied my bbm huuuhuhu. I miss our long conversation on the phone , our long chit chat on bbm , I miss our webcam time on skype until I fall asleep and other tons of thing, maybe I just upset that he is not around all the time , ya ya I know it just too selfish , I know his priority is working not me ,but I just need a friend to talk, a friend to make me laugh a friend to kill my boredom and a friend to share my sadness and my happiness and and and and ........ ok enough too much complaining and willingness, time to bethankful for what I had ,I’m thankful we’re communicating more & making sure we know how the other is doing more often than not.  

By the way no relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater. The love that we have for each other is bigger than these small differences *smile, mmm well maybe that I just keep thinking that my relationship won’t work out sometimes but then again there’s a moments that make it worth it to go through all of this <3


Assalamualaikum all
May Allah always lead us to the better way and don't forget to be grateful everyday 
xoxo B :)

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Hippy Bohe

Yeay very happy when I got this bohemian pants see the pattern ethnic and chic , I bought this only RM.25 around $3, this is very comfy to wear  :)

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Unbranded top, Unbranded bohemian pants, Miss Marina scarf, Aldo sandal


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Friday, October 28, 2011

seventeen

A month ago I had just attended a birthday party, It was a nice party, white decoration, gurgling water, all the guests also wear something white shades, surrounded by loved ones and the best wishes

This brings me back to three years ago, my seventeen birthday, when most of the teenagers die hard to celebrate their sweet17th in a big and famous cafe or restaurant. They invited not only classmates but also everyone they know. Me, on the opposite,  no party no big celebration. Even though my parents can afford for a big birthday party, I will not ask them to do it for me. Why?

For some people maybe party can be one way to spread the happiness, love and gratitude to God. but since I'm not a party goer ,I'm not saying that because I hate it ,I just want to keep my seventeen humble without spending a lot of money only to show that I'm seventeen now ,I'd better choose treat my friends for their lunch or bruch lol (*noted this is based on my perception every people has their own perception) so peace love and gaul hahahha :)

That time I just trying to be more wisely because seventeen is an age where this sweet little girl transform to be a women, I've to more mature than before, the age where my parents treat me not as their little children by not giving orders but discussing it, ask for my opinion allow me to give comment and those mature thingy hehe and also the best part I can make my own decisions..

Okay, now back to my sweet 17, So I didn't celebrate it with a big party, full of classmates or friends I have. This surprise planned by my mom my sister and my closest people. So that night my mom scolded me with no apparent cause the same thing came from my closest people, because I feel pissed of , I decided to sleep early ,but in the middle of the night my sister woke me up and say there's my friends outside. When I went to open the door I was surprised there are my beloved people brought a birthday cake complete with candles showed 17 Followed by my besties with their guitar sang happy birthday, one word "speechless" aww feel really blessed. Never Imagined they would do that to me..

Whatta wonderful birthday gift from Allah. I was so blessed, I should be thankful because Allah not letting me forget and take my special day just like an ordinary day. It was special ad supposedly celebrated in a special way as well, wasn't it? 

btw Happy birthday Riska Septia Fandwi :)))
wish u hv a great year ahead  and stay gorgeous <3





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BIRTH maxi dress, Cotton on cardigan,The Sak handbag, Marie Clair shoes, Fblock accecories

Monday, October 24, 2011

Sister Traveller

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Last July my sister came visited me, she decided to spend her holiday with me. This is my first time I went holiday with my sister without our parents, we decided to go to Singapore and It was my second trip to SG this year.

I probably won't be going into details about my trip but seriously I had a really great time and had plenty of fun, walking through a bunch of malls and stores in Orchard road , took a Hop on Hop off city tour 2 days packages, Went to the Singapore Flyer, Marina Bay Sands, and also my favorite places in Singapore Clarke Quay and full day chilling out in Universal Studio yup ths is the reason why we came to Singapore

This trip make me realize having a sister is one of the best gift that God bring into my life, she is a gift to my heart, a friend to my spirit, my partner in crime, and also my very very best best friend. Feel blessed, Thanks to my dearest sister Siti Nur Aisyah Musakir , kakak love you so much :*


Saturday, October 22, 2011

times change people change

Its funny how things changed, today you may really like it then a minute later you hate it then after a year today's moment becomes tomorrow's memory , hater becomes lover, laugh becomes cry....

Like three years ago, I love join extracurricular activity
Now, I better stay at home with unimportant things

A years ago, I deleted someone from my bbm
Now, I can't stand a day without texting this person

Three years ago, I  can't speak up whats going on my mind
Now, I'm letting others know

Five years ago, all I did when being miserable is cry
Now, I have my baby cow doll sitting right next to where I sleep

Two years ago, I borrowed a laptop from a stranger's senior
Now, that stranger fill my heart

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I feel that I'm so lucky to have had the chance to love this much... Thanks "B"

Thursday, October 20, 2011

80's

I do love vintage things, it's always classic but elegant, talking about vintage brought me to imagine my moms era,lace, black, white, red lips, siphons skirt,  the curly hair, red lips, hats, retro ring. It inspired me a lot, The vintage things always cross the times even it was 80 somethings, it never had an expired label on it.

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Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Turn Of The Darks

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forever21 top, unbranded skirt, marie clair shoes, forever21 accessories 
“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover". Mark Twain

When I feel down and tired with my situations I said to my self " I wouldn't make my self disappointed ,let it go all those pain, grab all those opportunity then let it be, ALLAH always has their own way for us, just wait and see". We have a million day with a million chance and also a million love from our beloved people so cheers smile and share our loved,, >>>>lets singing
Do What You Wanna Do
Take it easy my friend
Grab the chance will you can
It's time for us to move on
Let the world sing you a song
Take it easy my friend
Wipe the tears from your eyes
Theres a magic in the air tonight
High in the light of your sky
You've got to do what you wanna do
(Do what you wanna do)
Say what you wanna say
(Say what you wanna say)
And don't be afraid
As long as everybodies happy
And everybodies feeling okay
You've got to do what you wanna do
Say what you wanna say, now
Make it easy my friend
Cause the sour will come down
Just be true to yourself
Everything will be alright

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